Indielush

23 Feb

I hate my life.

shedreamedoflove:

I honestly cannot do this anymore. I fail at every single thing I do. I never want to do anything anymore, except sit in my room. I never want to try anymore either. I’m drifting apart from everyone and a part of me doesn’t even care. My ‘friends’ don’t even properly like me. I’m nothing to them. My parents hate me, because I’m ‘dragging myself deeper into depression’. I’m just so unhappy and I want to die. 

This is exactly how I felt when I was 16. I stayed in my room day and night. Didn’t think my friends liked me at all because they never looked for me. My parents and I always fought and sometimes people would say awful things about my situation. “Didn’t they know all I wanted was to feel loved and appreciated?” But then years went by and now that I’m older, I understand that it was only a season in my life. Teenage years are hard but trust me it gets better! Don’t think that this is the end. You have a purpose and you are unique. God has a special reason why he made you and it will not be completed until you push forward. Maybe the reason He made me was to reach out to you. You are loved by someone, even when you don’t feel like anyone does. God loves you and he wants to listen about every emotion and painful thought. Remember its not the end, you’re worth more than this struggle in your life! 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God. I pray for peace and comfort in your life, Love Eleny indielush@gmail.com

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